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22 01 09
RETURN TO GROOM LAKE(excerpt)
Looking at the BC sunset had stimulated my sensitivities as to the amazing mass of knowledge that was completely unknown and yet..just begun. There would be no stopping the entity now, a force to recogned with yet unrecognizable to anyone but the Groom Lake hybrids.
As a hybrid, I had the unique and completely uncomprehensible intuitive knowledge of the unknown worlds to come. It was the forceful need within me that gathered the material I would need to take it upon myself to help the
humanoid "race" from the diminished vanishing points on the 2012 event horizon line.
It was predetermined; the only one to help would be me, me and those strange rumblings of "call to action" within my deepest most inner being.
After years of chasing rainbows to far reaching lands, mystery and intrigue had been call to arms and calling card way of life I had stumbled upon. Don't tell this to anyone, but I really had no clue if you were to ask me point blank. "What do you mean" I am acting odd? Are YOU nuts? It was my logical core, my cerebral cortex and frontal lobe which pulsed with these impending desires, wants and needs. Indeed, the hybrid in me knew, the other half of me, this "entity" wanted "a piece of me", yet I was just a simple person outwardly, and deeply religious I knew the extent of my mortality having been shot years earlier and nearly dying in the process. In a way, I was reborn, and rebooted, a butterfly awakening from it's cocoon, Spring was my event horizon, the sunset would change to sunrise soon. "All the world and all that is in it" National Georgraphic photographers had tried to photograph that unknown, yet I knew it personally, the entity to be, was here and now!
Year of Our Lord 2000
"What do you think I should buy with the 4 grand from the government, Lannie?"
Lannie would often mutter something incomprehensive and turn over in bed. Today was different, a peep from the back bedroom. "Why don't you come back to bed, we'll talk about it in the morning. It's too damn early!". I retorted vehemently,"Yeah, yeah, I get it, you want me to come back to bed so you can sleep in peace while the entire world is waiting for Y2K. Dont you have any care about the future, Lannie?". "Lannie, Lannie?" Lannie knowing he was defeated from mere exhaustion at this time of day, fell fast asleep loud snores from sleep apnea kicking in. "Lannie, turn on your side, you're snoring again!" At least I knew something; nothing would stop me from finding the answers that were itching at my inner soul; no one, or should I say, no thing, especially not someone repeating "Boy oh Boy" in repetitious nasal communication. "lannie!!!! Shut up!!!!".
Yesterdays question was answered in partial format today. I knew what I had to do with the government surplus of a claw back before it was entirely clawed back like one huge claw. The Claw! hahah! Didn't my son get one of those monster trucks from the Grandparents in 1987? Wow, time is zipping by. Hardly enough time to zip the old zipper, and having boys, please oh so carefully! Women never had to worry, unless, like me, they gained a few pounds in that area from babymaking and usually, then it wasnt much of a scar, considering all the stretch marks left over from the pushing out the universe from the clam trap! Read Haida legends about the earth evolving from a giant clam and you will get my drift! Today I knew what I had to do! Purchase a computer at Reboots. It would be a day like no other. I am getting a brain today. Ladeedah! I felt so much like the scarecrow, I did a makebelieve pratfal..."We're OFF to see the Wizard...the Wonderful Wizard of All that and a bag of potatoe chips!
Groom Lake Dec 21 1999
After downloading as much as Area 51 from X-Files series, I knew exactly how Mulder and Scully felt; especially Scully. She knew, the importance of the place, without the uniform, she looked just like me. Civilian Unknown Entity. With this new information, with this new tool, a new brain, this doppleganger would be completely resolved. Like the monkeys from 2001, I had the monolith in the palm of my hand, or at least on a makeshift desk in my kitchen. I new the answers would soon congeal. The Truth Is Out There! "Yes Scully, it certainly is, and it is in here (pointing to my computer) and in here, too (pointing to my head). Yes, indeed!
"We're gonna party like its 1999", I popped in the Prince tape and started to sing words I remembered instanteously from the early 80's. Also remembered were those long forgotten New Years Parties, always a part of the scene, with it, you, know, on the ball! Since then, New Years meant I often got so skunked I couldnt remember why I walked out on that party years ago. Time stood still, really. That missing time machine, the uber missing time, long forgot now, a memory to be rebooted to understand the necessary future journey my life would be bound to take, soon, soon...patience...let it flow...my internal dialogue my intuitive emotive self was saying. My spidey sense, it was all there, it remembered, it never forgot; it was forever etched on those temples. Love certainly has a way of making itself known, especially against the unknown truths.
OMG, somebody help me...how many years had to go by before I put it altogether and figured out that night? Nobody, NOBODY would believe me. I better keep it under my hat or risk the intrepreters rath. I had better watch out. Already my sanity had been questioned by those closest to me; "Isnt she always out of it?"
or the "What do you want out of Life, Gina?". Time had forgotten me. I felt I had better make it remember. Sinking in a wallow of unknowns was not going to be mankinds fate. Somebody has to find the answers! And fast! to be continued...please purchase RETURN TO GROOM LAKE