Monday, January 12, 2009

Resolving Rejection

There isn't too much left
when all that was to be
thrown away
without regard
to feelings of self

Such high expectations
To plummet to the depths
of despair

You're not wanted
You're not loved
You're not good enough
You're not pretty enough
You're not smart enough
You're not well connected enough

Then why was I ok
for so many years
not to be told
you dont really love me
much sooner
than never

the slam in the face
came from not understanding
true feelings
being deceived
for what reason
to destroy
how ruthless the cold cold heart

honesty honestly
tell tale heart
what makes you feel so confident today
knowing how you broke my heart
years ago

honesty was a vacant
as ed is now dead
who was it, really
makes us or breaks us
rejections deception
love's game for gain?

is that snake
that ruins reputations
still slithering here
destroying lives
values and virtues
crashes egos
for political purposes only

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