Thursday, February 19, 2009

Random Thoughts On Design

1. I like the randomness of the random questioning. Hope you can garnish some idea as to my perky personality. It really is amazing to find randomness so contagious. Everyone is doin' it, doin' it, pickin' their nose and chewin' it, chewin' it. What other kids songs did I sing in the school yard? Do you remember; "The worms crawl in the worms crawl out; there's one little worm that ain't so shy he goes in your nose and pops out your eye!" or "behind the iron curtain (you can tell I lived during the red scare)there was a piece of glass, Alice stepped upon it and hurt her little ass me no more questions, I'll tell you no more lies and this is the end of Alice and all her dirty, lie, lie, lies!" or do you remember this The thunder roared the lightening flashed and Janie put her tail between her legs to save her bacon! or this one; Dont grumble or grouse, all over the house or treat your missus by yawnin', you'll find it worth your while to give her a smile when gettin' up in the morning.

2. oh that was random! I was on the topic of design and got sidetracked to school yard fodder. I regress! Design templates of the designer variety. Oh yes, what style do I like, as far as interior design is concerned. Well I am really into Ikea. Yah, I like lots of book shelves and 60's prints. I am totally into the California laid back look. I dont really think I have a formal bone in my body now. I gave up that when I lost the silverware in Wawa. I mean, I don't really need to impress anybody. Thank god!

3. Yes for awhile i was into the country look, or french country provincial, and still do like fresh white daisies and wood, stone, natural surfaces, 70's style too. I like that because it reminds me of my dream to become a psychologist and I always thought all psychologists live in the 70's. Ok, I had a lava lamp, and guess what? I left it in Wawa and all kitchen stuff because; you wont believe this, but right during the move (my kid wont want me to say this) but...she sort of ran away. She didnt want to go back to civilization as we know it. It really was messed up that move and I think I left half of my stuff up in that place. I really did like Wawa. When we first got there. But headhunters came out of the woods and this wierd cult evolved from the rancours and I felt, oh my god is that bin laden or bin laden in white river? Honestly that place was really f'd up. It was so evil. Not all the ppl. It was just so controlled and that made it like this; if you were not selected to live there, you might as well run into the woods and "let the blackflies get ya" because honestly you didnt have an honest hope in hell to survive the brutal attack of not being "family". Although I thought I was in Canada, apparently not. I still miss my art portfolio left behind with the Greg Curnoe print, Fuck!jajo

6 comments:

  1. To be fair to the many ppl who tried to befriend us but couldnt do to "undue influence" I really appreciate you sticking your neck out. It was not my pleasure to be victimized, but rather to secure the freedom of the Metis people. Believe it or not, many were held hostage by the terrorist types who loved to own you lock stock and barrel in that familiar fascist way. It was pretty ingrained up there and I hope to heck you're all ok. I think of you daily and realize the danger you all live with. Hell, Danger Bay was a safer place. Life can be so much better than a fascist state. Glad I could help. I wouldnt mind returning, those seven years were in the beginning, very blissful. It's just when Mr. Big says "Go Home" I dont think he meant "Go Home Bay" for some reason. I do know what you have to do to be truly free. It doesnt come attached with any Hale Bop message or Potato Asteroid either. The gold mine doesnt come close to your heart of gold, you ppl are all fine! I just know that you'll not be indentured to any landowner who owns you lock stock and barrel ever again. And I thought slavery was dead. Great Slave Lake had less slave in it! Again, you are welcome I addressed this important issue for you and nearly died in the process. I am glad we werent considered decrepate because we were disabled. It is nice to know physically challenged can be treated fairly and not we can only afford "token disabled only". It was an old boys attitude who's time had come to change and bring in the 21st century. Old bad ways die hard, as I almost did. Thanks for the earth-shattering experience and I love coffee with Sue and Cliff. Remember?

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  2. The fact was, a cult is a cult is a cult. You were living the cult life not the free life of your ancestors. Did you not realize the difference. I guess not when you would not have experienced freedom ever. Freedom means individual rights. Those were sadly lacking during facist ownership of North Inc. I guess I had to be the sacrificial lamb, that's ok. I am use to the martyr lifestyle But really coming back from the dead was an odd experience even for me as I awakened in a dream to a world which I felt I had to reflect. Northern Reflections? Yes, it was tough, but necessary. I didnt want to go. I wanted to make it up there, really I did. But what the heck can you do with narrow-minded leadership? Not much!

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  3. What really freaked me out was the way the good old boys would determine who would marry whom. Like the men made all the decisions, the women really were dog meat. I think it was horrible the way that families were attacked. It wasnt right. It wasnt the world I thought I lived in. It wasnt the Canada I knew or thought I knew. It was shocking to see how controlled all the families. There would be no freedom, it was all monopoly and the monopoly was either really dumb or agendized or both. I mean, come on, you sell to the highest bidder who happens to be bin laden, what the heck did you think would happen?

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  4. To this date I dont think individuals can complain and be heard. I mean injustice happens on many levels. When you complain of acid burn and they dont turn off the pipe, will you ever see compensation from a fascist ownership? Did you really think my going to the North was an accident? No way Jose! I learned alot about how facism works. It works like this; you dont answer questions, you shut up a lot, you hide your true agenda and target those whom you think target you because you feel threatened by anything that doesnt smell like you. You have this system, although quite elaborate and manipulatively structured is plainly EVIL! How did it get that way, How did you get to hate the innocent? How did you get to hate wasnt part of the Operational Plan?
    When did the citizen become the enemy? Can you really steamroll that many people for that many years without anyone ever noticing? How could evil grow in such a beautiful place? How did money become King? Evil plain and simple. The evil politics of fascism will be forever on the Democracy Watch list. You cannot get away with fascism forever. Eventually you must be accountable for your evil actions. You will. You will....

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  5. Look, all those who feel threatened by what I have to say must be part of an evil pact of evil doers. You will always see me as the enemy, never a friend. You have been brainwashed into believing how you think is right. Look from my perspective! Please understand this; if someone is an enemy they will always be the enemy and not afforded human rights. This is the way of wrong-thinking. It is not the person that is the enemy but the actions of that person. People can change when they see the light of enlightenment. You will never get ahead with evil intent. It will eventually eat you up into nothing. There needs to be communication which was cut off. This is the first alert. Cut off communication. Or attack mode of anything that appears remotely different or potentially threatening. Did you ever question the motives of the mob? Did you ever feel that you could obtain rights? You were a cog in a big bad machine that were to destroy you like they wanted to destroy anything not exactly like them, evil. You are better than that, this I know for sure. Wake up! You are being deluded and fed lies to fill your belly. You need to smell the coffee of righteousness. People will always be free, no man can change that, ever.

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  6. It wasnt just the Greg Curnoe print that I miss Believe it or not I keep dreaming of WW. Yes I do. And I go back to the place, you let me in, the place is the same, unchanged. It is wierd. Once I went back and I noticed Ms. B*nda there. I guess she needed a larger kindergarden. I thought I could find the bishop's candlesticks. I dont mind the Swan can have them. I dont want any crap. I wanted you. I wanted your respect and to know I wanted to be your true friend. I just didnt like getting eaten in the process. I dont get it. It was cultural shock for me. Forgive me for not understanding your ways. I thought, hey, I am tribal. I was a Roi on my mother's side. But that wasnt good enough my grandmother being a chief or witch doctor's daughter. I was fodder wasnt I from the beginning. I loved your people though and thought of myself like a Gray Owl female version. I just new some good ol' boy hated my guts for some reason because I SHOOK THINGS UP and the CONTROL was lost. Who or what was behing the conspiracy? Why? Did this happen on a regular basis? I guess this all happened BEFORE real life webcams. Thank god for technology, I do believe it will, one day save us, or at least make us a tad more honest. That what is done in hiding will be unhidden. That the lamp will shine under the bed for all good and bad deeds alike. The martyred dead will rise from their graves and demand retribution. Life is like that. It is a balance. What we put out we get back, and visa versa. You get my drift, parlez?

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