Thursday, April 9, 2009

Jose Serre: The First Article of Love's Renewal

Glorious days, wonderful life, ode to joy, my love has come around, this time to stay and it is all due to one remarkable man; Jose Serre To be attached to a man in this way, was a new feeling. Years had blended into the same blur, time unfurled in the usual sand through the hour glass. Jose Serre had all the sand. It was always his time. He owned time. Indeed it did seem this way. To know a man of power would have been a impossible dream only months ago. This spring had become a new awakening for my entrapped soul, encased in layers of dust from broken dreams.

Feeling giddy, childish, and looking 20 years younger at least, I felt as though I had emerged from my crysalis form. My beautiful butterfly wings were gloriously colourful, and all around me there was a golden colour from the sun. Not only had the light changed to make everything glisten, the world sounded symphonic and harmonious in the Zen key of "G". Nothing seem to grate on my nerves as it had it the past. My feelings were smoothed over, my sore arms felt the loving embraces I had missed for so many years of poor lovers. Those past uneding troubles and loneliness were far behind me. Jose made me reclaim the me I had always been; before the untalented lovers.

My very sad bleeding heart had slowly healed, partially. The huge gapping wound replaced with a slow yet continuoal bleed. These love left overs were disasterous to my self-esteem and future relationships with men. When new relationships were new and exciting all seemed stellar, wonderful. And as soon as the relationship peaked, and the lover became to comfortable, to complacent in the relationship, a stunning show of lustful colours from the stellar star burst. and then, as with as much fanfare and ferocity burnt out with the resultant and hurtful solar flare. The burn could still be felt years later, slowly simmering resentment and bitterness.
Turning me on endlessly, Jose was so into me and adored me this semi-billionaire was a shy man, almost a recluse. He had not come to me like the other standardized male versions of the North American male. There were no one liners, no pick up lines no mocking of woman but rather a complete adoration of the female goddess form I had never known before. He really made me melt just thinking about him.

He was my first foray into spicy male counterpart, and I felt as though I was a spiritual virgin all over again. My new favourite saying to my girlfriends; to "Once you try spice, you come back twice". Jose was so absolutely incredible; I can taste him, he tastes like a cross between butterscotch pudding and swiss chocolate. Whatever the word, I think Carlos Santana's song "Smooth" summed up the tasty delicacy of the latin lover, and maybe Sade "Smooth Operator". Jose really did have it all and so much more.

And so with the many years of numbness, resentment and boredom, I succumbed to a man at least ten years my junior but with depth of knowledge much deeper than any man I had ever known. Not that I had known many men in my lifetime. Jose did not fear my past or worry about commitment. Jose enjoyed the very things I had missed all my life, the dances, the romancing, the long walks on the beach, the laughter, the closeness. The depth of conversation missing from vacant males of the past gave me a feeling that my entire being was honoured and appreciated. How much I could learn from this man of knowledge. Quickly I had plans to travel with Jose, and to find the quest-crusade of his infinite wisdom found in his ancestral roots.There was much to learn, and I was determined to take in as much of this sensitive man's being as humanly and otherworldly possible.

Promising myself I would never let another man take advantage of me, I could not stop thinking of this incredible man. He would be my teacher, my lover, my second father, my life. I cannot see myself without him. There would be no turning back; I had gone south, far south of the border and I really, really liked it!
Time the healer did not heal my soul until Jose' magic presence in my life would forever change my life. It was as though Jose knew exactly what I needed and when. Jose was the prescription and the cure for all my past ills real and imagined.

Jose did completely heal my mind, body and soul. This love doctor intrinsically new exactly what I needed at the exact moment I needed it; sometimes moments ahead. Slowly my eyes were becoming his eyes as I could see through my eyes like I was him living within me. It felt like we had recombined our dna and form this incredible bond that I had never known before. There was no better rec and the dose of love balm Jose planted with his magic man love doctor ways. "Oh, Jose" I sang, as I spun around the kitchen in my bare feet and new phalo blue silk kimono a present from Jose from his last business trip to Japan.

Jose gave me the kimono on the first anniversary of our first week together. He said it was made by an ancient kimono making family from Okanawa. He had so many refined and cultured ways about him, and yet he could be down to earth and goofy showing a spontaneous and vulnerable side. "Oh, Jose", I said as I imagined him being in the room, feeling his gentle touch and ways. In a dreamy sigh as I imagined hi dancing a latino mumba around the marbled floors beneath my whimsical and lively feet. My soul samg with completeness. It was as though I had become invinsible lightness, breathing in Jose's magical energy feeling more and more alive in a beautiful world.
had previous to Jose Serre's slipping into my life. Yesterday could be completely forgotten. All that mattered to me was the immediate world of this man. His attractive qualities were obvious, but beyond the ruggedly romantic good lucks Jose had the magnetic thing going on inside this desired man of knowledge.


  1. Old habits die hard, especially for an old lady? Here is something wierd; I just thought of the name "Serre" which could refer to "Ceres" an asteroid coming our way on April 12/09...? Isnt this synchronistic? Effect of the Asteroid Ceres on Your Zodiac Sign
    On April 12th, the asteroid Ceres goes direct. It has been in retrograde motion (appearing to go backwards in the sky) since January 11th and causing all kinds of problems on the domestic home front, with money and also with relationships.

    Ceres is the goddess of corn and fertility so when this asteroid originally went retrograde, many couples got bad news of one kind or another. Some found out they had fertility problems. Many people suffered through infidelities, coldness in their relationships, and also problems with their children at this time.

    The good news is that this asteroid stops this backwards motion and goes direct in the sign of Virgo on the 12th, putting some of these situations that have seemed so unjust and insoluble back in order.

    There are some other astrological influences around that time that may subtly impact how Ceres turning direct will affect your sign as well. For instance, love planet Venus will go into the sign of Pisces, which may create a subconscious undercurrent of discomfort in some relationships. Many signs will also be suffering from the fall out of Pluto going retrograde in the sign of Capricorn, just a few days before as well.

    Here is a look at how Ceres going direct in the sky on April 12th might affect your zodiac sign.


    Ceres going direct will have a direct impact on your career and finances. If you have been working hard, you will finally be justly rewarded for your efforts. You will just find everyone easier to get along with in general. Your partner may experience less stress and if you are single, you will have more money to spend on things like makeovers and dinners out with friends.


    Ceres going direct gives you the go ahead to give all you got to that special someone. This is an excellent day to propose to the one you love. The direct motion of the asteroid will give you the confidence and emotional security that you have been craving for so long. Artistic endeavors will go well too. This is one of your best days for buying art and furniture.


    When Ceres goes direct, you may find yourself blessed with furniture or appliances that you have always wanted. A proposal for marriage might also be in your future. Many Twins may receive the news that they will soon be adding to their family. Joyous times with pets and children are also favored. If you are a writer you may receive good news about a grant or big job.

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    When Ceres goes direct, your finances will improve vastly and you may even find yourself investing in some property. If you have been working hard, you are sure to reap a reward. Someone who has been critical of you may be more lenient in how they treat you. You may also the wise words of an older woman to be enlightening and comforting.


    When Ceres goes direct, you will find yourself blessed financially and romantically. A project that you thought was dead in the water might suddenly get the green light financially. This could be a very rewarding spring for you to creatively. An older woman that you have been distant from for some time may suddenly make contact with you again (and this will be a good thing).


    When Ceres go direct, you may see a slight improvement in your finances. However, Pluto and Venus are working with this asteroid to teach you to be more accountable for your actions and to stop blaming others for your problems. You may receive good news about your property or a divorce settlement. This day is excellent for gardening or starting art projects with children.

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    When Ceres goes direct, you may find yourself offered something you have always wanted. It could be a relationship, land, or a job promotion. However, thanks to the influence of Pluto, you may not feel that you are ready for this. This is also an excellent time for you to pitch new ideas, as others will be very receptive to you and want to promote you.


    Many of you could receive news of a pregnancy or decide to get married once Ceres goes direct on April 12th. All Scorpios are exceptionally fertile at this time, so you may want to use protection if children are not on your must-have list in the near future. You might also be blessed with extra cash or a lottery winning.


    If you have been generous and goodhearted, then you are about to sow what you reap thanks to the effect of the corn Goddess asteroid Ceres turning direct in the sky. However, if you have been creating discord or gossiping, this kind of thing may come back to haunt you this week.

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    When Ceres turns direct, you may find yourself blessed in small ways. You may find that perfect piece of furniture you always wanted. It is especially a good time for you to acquire home appliances or furniture. However, Pluto going backwards in your sign still makes dealing with your major relationships a bit difficult. Ceres may also bring you good advice from a woman who is much older.


    When Ceres turn direct, you may find yourself a little better off financially. You may finally find the money to square off a debt that has been on your mind for some time. This is also a very good time for you to go shopping for furniture or art or to beautify your home in any way.


    The effect of Ceres going direct will be positive on all of your relationships. You will find yourself becoming closer to your spouse or children. Single fishes may find themselves thriving in a new relationship. If you are male, you are likely to be romantic with a much older woman. If you are female, you could meet a younger yet very appreciative male.