There isn't too much left
when all that was to be
thrown away
without regard
to feelings of self
Such high expectations
To plummet to the depths
of despair
loneliness
humility
questioning
integrity
Rejection
You're not wanted
You're not loved
You're not good enough
You're not pretty enough
You're not smart enough
You're not well connected enough
Then why was I ok
for so many years
not to be told
you dont really love me
much sooner
than never
the slam in the face
came from not understanding
true feelings
being deceived
for what reason
to destroy
someone
how ruthless the cold cold heart
honesty honestly
tell tale heart
what makes you feel so confident today
knowing how you broke my heart
years ago
honesty was a vacant
as ed is now dead
who was it, really
who
makes us or breaks us
rejections deception
love's game for gain?
is that snake
that ruins reputations
still slithering here
destroying lives
values and virtues
crashes egos
for political purposes only
where i log i b
Monday, January 12, 2009
Sunday, January 11, 2009
No Self Like Brain Drain
Diminished Seconds
Music Theory
Unravel Time Coils
On the Metronome
Watching Sounds Tick Tock
While Life Like A Snake
hisses and rattles away
Endlessly
there where there is
No Self
Left on the half-life Shelf
To pass the time
expiry date unknown
Solataire gamers play
Together
Signifying
NOthing
Left overs for Right Handed
Brains
The Moralizers Bread
Condemned Love of Self
Sinful Right Brain Banished
Logic's Cool Calculations
Asking The Creative Right Brain
Left cold-hearted folds of dura mater
depersonalized Spiritmover
Hidden Within Jell-O Covered layers
still
not known
The Person Who's Skull
Held by Hamlet
Questioning
the dead bones of the junk yard dog
now Not To BE
was once To Be
The Two Brains
War
Settled by
The Corpus Collosum's
Dignitaries
separating realities
goey gray matter
slimy fluid -filled brain curls
sea corals
coiled folded estuaries
Delta Phi Kappa of the Sea
Returned to Conquer
Gray slimy fish worms
with electric zeal
No Self
Left
Brain
reduced the self
Left Brain
Is All That's Left
Right Brain
Big and Buldging
Throbbing
Pain of a Brain
Hammering out Suckling Sickles
Sculpting
3D Ideas
in Multidimensional Universes
Full of Brain Dead Masses
Waiting for Action
of Artistic Merit
Creative
Individuals
Finding
No Self
Left
To do the bidding
Who Will Make Art
In The Future?
What Will ARt Look Like
Once Fried
Brains
Dried Up
Remains
Left In the Rain
Melting Down
The Brain Drain
11 Jan 09
Music Theory
Unravel Time Coils
On the Metronome
Watching Sounds Tick Tock
While Life Like A Snake
hisses and rattles away
Endlessly
there where there is
No Self
Left on the half-life Shelf
To pass the time
expiry date unknown
Solataire gamers play
Together
Signifying
NOthing
Left overs for Right Handed
Brains
The Moralizers Bread
Condemned Love of Self
Sinful Right Brain Banished
Logic's Cool Calculations
Asking The Creative Right Brain
Left cold-hearted folds of dura mater
depersonalized Spiritmover
Hidden Within Jell-O Covered layers
still
not known
The Person Who's Skull
Held by Hamlet
Questioning
the dead bones of the junk yard dog
now Not To BE
was once To Be
The Two Brains
War
Settled by
The Corpus Collosum's
Dignitaries
separating realities
goey gray matter
slimy fluid -filled brain curls
sea corals
coiled folded estuaries
Delta Phi Kappa of the Sea
Returned to Conquer
Gray slimy fish worms
with electric zeal
No Self
Left
Brain
reduced the self
Left Brain
Is All That's Left
Right Brain
Big and Buldging
Throbbing
Pain of a Brain
Hammering out Suckling Sickles
Sculpting
3D Ideas
in Multidimensional Universes
Full of Brain Dead Masses
Waiting for Action
of Artistic Merit
Creative
Individuals
Finding
No Self
Left
To do the bidding
Who Will Make Art
In The Future?
What Will ARt Look Like
Once Fried
Brains
Dried Up
Remains
Left In the Rain
Melting Down
The Brain Drain
11 Jan 09
Sin's Remedy: Understanding Sin In The Beginning
Do it, don't it
Yes you can, no you cannot
Can't stop, Can stop
Stop it, go do it
Want it, want it not
Take it, take it not
Have it, have it not
Continue doing it, wait to do it
impulse desire, restrict desire
order it, chaos within it
feel it, think it
black space, white space
soft touch, hard touch
tighten it, loosen it
hear it, do not hear it
see it, do not see it
feel it, do not feel it
sense it, do not sense it
taste it, do not taste it
Sin has much to do with our senses
how they are being used
and for what purpose
to act for a noble purpose
by noble, I mean good, for a good purpose
to take the individual sensory needs away
then
there is no sin
Sin also has to do with our focus
it could be
sinful to be selfish
and unempathetic
to the point of rejecting other's feelings, etc
Sin has to do with personal empowerment for personal gain only
that is a sin
So no wonder the confusion between the "me generation"
and the "we generation"
how did we loose the empathatic process?
Some autistc children do not sense or cannot sense other's feelings
but this may be biochemical
not a deliberate "sin" from the choice people make
so therefore sin could be a simple
missing link
what if that missing biochemical link of the autistic child
is a punishment from above?
the moral conscious, not understood but there nonetheless
sin predetermined, predestined,
routed and grouted
embedded and foretold
a destiny to be lived
in a certain way
yet we do not fully understand this way
and must go with the instinct of what is sin (good) or (bad) for us?
Intuition?
A chemical intuition process, a God-chemical.
I have heard there is a God part of the brain, what if there is a similar
hormone?
We know some drugs "are feel good" but does that mean "feel good" really means
"feel good" and not just for personal reasons, but also for empathetic reasons
Empathy, intuition, biochemical bases...another study?
Yes you can, no you cannot
Can't stop, Can stop
Stop it, go do it
Want it, want it not
Take it, take it not
Have it, have it not
Continue doing it, wait to do it
impulse desire, restrict desire
order it, chaos within it
feel it, think it
black space, white space
soft touch, hard touch
tighten it, loosen it
hear it, do not hear it
see it, do not see it
feel it, do not feel it
sense it, do not sense it
taste it, do not taste it
Sin has much to do with our senses
how they are being used
and for what purpose
to act for a noble purpose
by noble, I mean good, for a good purpose
to take the individual sensory needs away
then
there is no sin
Sin also has to do with our focus
it could be
sinful to be selfish
and unempathetic
to the point of rejecting other's feelings, etc
Sin has to do with personal empowerment for personal gain only
that is a sin
So no wonder the confusion between the "me generation"
and the "we generation"
how did we loose the empathatic process?
Some autistc children do not sense or cannot sense other's feelings
but this may be biochemical
not a deliberate "sin" from the choice people make
so therefore sin could be a simple
missing link
what if that missing biochemical link of the autistic child
is a punishment from above?
the moral conscious, not understood but there nonetheless
sin predetermined, predestined,
routed and grouted
embedded and foretold
a destiny to be lived
in a certain way
yet we do not fully understand this way
and must go with the instinct of what is sin (good) or (bad) for us?
Intuition?
A chemical intuition process, a God-chemical.
I have heard there is a God part of the brain, what if there is a similar
hormone?
We know some drugs "are feel good" but does that mean "feel good" really means
"feel good" and not just for personal reasons, but also for empathetic reasons
Empathy, intuition, biochemical bases...another study?
Grading Genius: Pecking Ordered Politics
Who designs who wins and who loses
Who makes the quality check
on human product
Which qualities exemplify
those qualities which magnify
the spyglass qualities
high society esteem
24 hour Martinizing
by The Power Lord of The Invisible Entity
Men of Means
meaning well ahhhhh....mmmmmm....puhphhhhhh
polish that apple!!!
talent, genius, monied, popular, well-connected
initiative, giving, empathy
technical radical bogieman or stoggie stagey yes man
who makes the grade
when the grade
is dished out
the fantasy flavour
of the day
boogie nights
all is swell
good old boys
club
on 5th Ave
Open Doors
To You!
Amassed a fortune
the masses feign interest
who can have that dream
when it isnt theirs to have
save the few token totem variables
yes, they look good on the outside
inside they reek havoc
but not making the executive grade
without the specs
and stamp
of the Invisible Entity
There is a lot of decluttering to do
the competition is just too great
its who you know who
ya know
6 degrees of separation
who makes you who you are
blah, blah, blah...you know that!
a yes person
who looks jus like you
stepped up to the brass plate
It's just so
always been this way
saying yes yes yes
ready?
Go For It!
We'll make you
One of us, yes we willllllllllllll00000000001010101010101010
Stimulate and Simulate your reality
meshing
pathways worn
from classics woven
silk brocade
the old templates
reestablished
Establishment
without a basement
brand new you
you are ours for sure
Polished and Precise
stamped, etched, imprinted
you got our dna splicing, dicing and grafting
from years
of inbreeding pools
of pure genius
to
vacant parking lots
absolute
imbiciles
11 Jan 09
Who makes the quality check
on human product
Which qualities exemplify
those qualities which magnify
the spyglass qualities
high society esteem
24 hour Martinizing
by The Power Lord of The Invisible Entity
Men of Means
meaning well ahhhhh....mmmmmm....puhphhhhhh
polish that apple!!!
talent, genius, monied, popular, well-connected
initiative, giving, empathy
technical radical bogieman or stoggie stagey yes man
who makes the grade
when the grade
is dished out
the fantasy flavour
of the day
boogie nights
all is swell
good old boys
club
on 5th Ave
Open Doors
To You!
Amassed a fortune
the masses feign interest
who can have that dream
when it isnt theirs to have
save the few token totem variables
yes, they look good on the outside
inside they reek havoc
but not making the executive grade
without the specs
and stamp
of the Invisible Entity
There is a lot of decluttering to do
the competition is just too great
its who you know who
ya know
6 degrees of separation
who makes you who you are
blah, blah, blah...you know that!
a yes person
who looks jus like you
stepped up to the brass plate
It's just so
always been this way
saying yes yes yes
ready?
Go For It!
We'll make you
One of us, yes we willllllllllllll00000000001010101010101010
Stimulate and Simulate your reality
meshing
pathways worn
from classics woven
silk brocade
the old templates
reestablished
Establishment
without a basement
brand new you
you are ours for sure
Polished and Precise
stamped, etched, imprinted
you got our dna splicing, dicing and grafting
from years
of inbreeding pools
of pure genius
to
vacant parking lots
absolute
imbiciles
11 Jan 09
Empathy: Do You Owe It, Own it or is it Obliterated Nonesense?
How can one tell
if empathy is real
or just a fake smile
away from feeling
authentic self
How can we tell
if someone is truly feeling empathy
or if someone is not feeling anything
but faking it?
Empathy
makes us know
what is real and what is not
but what if we don't feel empathy
then we are screwed
Empathy
Find out what it is
how it is
how to bring it back
Empathy will save
us
from ourselves
11 Jan 09
if empathy is real
or just a fake smile
away from feeling
authentic self
How can we tell
if someone is truly feeling empathy
or if someone is not feeling anything
but faking it?
Empathy
makes us know
what is real and what is not
but what if we don't feel empathy
then we are screwed
Empathy
Find out what it is
how it is
how to bring it back
Empathy will save
us
from ourselves
11 Jan 09
Prolific Profiles of Totem Genae
There you are!
standing in front of
the 247 worldwide Superstore
human knowledge all on Sale!
We're OPEN all night and day
Zebra Time International shoppers
flashing neoneural UV magnetics
Snapses snapping up
All the Goodly Truths
Today
Gravity/Matter
The Power Lord
Below you
Nobody Notices
Nobody Knew
Life's Social Totem
Chopping loggerheads
chipnlogs
Descending Power Points
Pecking Ordered Penquins
Knowing humans above
will fart on me
Begin the Beguine
The Big Chill Bloody Mary
Has Set in
TGIF!
Dressed To The Nines
These Unearthly Frozen Forms
clinking glass upon ice shelves
Sipping Martinis and eating raw Oysters
Dashing Where?
short stepping swagger
Southpole Birds
Swaying to point of collapsing
Likes drunks
in the Rainbow Room's
Mirrored Balls
cramped and squash positions
secretary swamped with BF files
humanity
Where
begrudgingly placed
blistered feet
bandaged and stuffed
into stillettos
worn out shoe leather
sales are down
blisters are up
unchanged Destiny since '29
Established never
"They"
Couldn't have
Shouldn't have
Wouldn't have
Someone who?
Someone didn't do
nothing
because
they're all dumb
as we thought we were
trusting
modernities
Idols
all this discarded knowledge
yesterday's trash
unknown truths
withheld by whom?
returned yesterday's knowledge
for cash back today
these unknown leaders of the
Human Race
sold us for chips
at the random race track
filly finally failed the turn
coursed curse
lucky
didnt bring back the goods
Far from these unearthly
sounds
Around the stark gray town
NY Skyscrapers
creak and rot
no escape
Fate
or
Looming Presence Unknown
These imagined
Penquin Entities
Saints of the Unknown Disasters
Today
Yesterday is no more
Reluctantly placed heroes
Bold Pattern
by
Designers
Humans quickly shaped
a latent SOS
EnScribed
that day
from the
diving board of doom
where all hope
for future stability lost
words that day
could not describe
or save
pretentious penguins
southpole party
or mad men's ideals
in the big apple world
eventually the totem
flattened
hot air beasts
inflated egos
placed
without verticality
on the flat horizon
the totem's power
lost forever
what is real
is our place
in the penguin Universe
Enter here
11 Jan 09
standing in front of
the 247 worldwide Superstore
human knowledge all on Sale!
We're OPEN all night and day
Zebra Time International shoppers
flashing neoneural UV magnetics
Snapses snapping up
All the Goodly Truths
Today
Gravity/Matter
The Power Lord
Below you
Nobody Notices
Nobody Knew
Life's Social Totem
Chopping loggerheads
chipnlogs
Descending Power Points
Pecking Ordered Penquins
Knowing humans above
will fart on me
Begin the Beguine
The Big Chill Bloody Mary
Has Set in
TGIF!
Dressed To The Nines
These Unearthly Frozen Forms
clinking glass upon ice shelves
Sipping Martinis and eating raw Oysters
Dashing Where?
short stepping swagger
Southpole Birds
Swaying to point of collapsing
Likes drunks
in the Rainbow Room's
Mirrored Balls
cramped and squash positions
secretary swamped with BF files
humanity
Where
begrudgingly placed
blistered feet
bandaged and stuffed
into stillettos
worn out shoe leather
sales are down
blisters are up
unchanged Destiny since '29
Established never
"They"
Couldn't have
Shouldn't have
Wouldn't have
Someone who?
Someone didn't do
nothing
because
they're all dumb
as we thought we were
trusting
modernities
Idols
all this discarded knowledge
yesterday's trash
unknown truths
withheld by whom?
returned yesterday's knowledge
for cash back today
these unknown leaders of the
Human Race
sold us for chips
at the random race track
filly finally failed the turn
coursed curse
lucky
didnt bring back the goods
Far from these unearthly
sounds
Around the stark gray town
NY Skyscrapers
creak and rot
no escape
Fate
or
Looming Presence Unknown
These imagined
Penquin Entities
Saints of the Unknown Disasters
Today
Yesterday is no more
Reluctantly placed heroes
Bold Pattern
by
Designers
Humans quickly shaped
a latent SOS
EnScribed
that day
from the
diving board of doom
where all hope
for future stability lost
words that day
could not describe
or save
pretentious penguins
southpole party
or mad men's ideals
in the big apple world
eventually the totem
flattened
hot air beasts
inflated egos
placed
without verticality
on the flat horizon
the totem's power
lost forever
what is real
is our place
in the penguin Universe
Enter here
11 Jan 09
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Do Repressed Emotions Cause Higher Cortisol Levels
Recently, the negative effects of Cortisol on the human body have been studied. Cortisol (stress hormone) causes cancer. Isn't it time to study why and how of cortisol's release and how to stop this hormone's negative features on the human body?
It is my proposal that a study of repressed emotions be institued immediately, in order to understand the human repression methods and how repression or negative emotions not resolved can lead to cortisol release. The key mind/body link is very important to fully understand and appreciate.
Certainly, we live in a dangerous world, with many negative components. However, it seems that humans ARE NOT DOING ANYTHING ABOUT THE NEGATIVE'S INFLUENCE on the human and the human's survival. How many people have too high levels of cortisol which are causing them to die early? Could it be that repression + chemicals in the air, earth, water are causing a recombinant effect, and multiplying the consequences of repressions existence?
So the triade of chemicals, emotional reactions causing negative chemical release, stress overall, and a society which promotes stress-filled existence through lack of an understanding of the sensitive issue of emotion and emotion understanding.
Society may be ingnoring the emotions effect on the human because the system of society is set up in a trickle-down effect. Our goals arre ALL WRONG. Instead of placing MONEY at the epicentre of our universe (which has happened) we need to TURN UPSIDE down this pendulous gravity inducing illness and resort to A TRICKLE UP EFFECT. Remove the gravity of life, put the indidual back on the hierarchy pedestal, make Mammon (Money god) on the bottom as a method, not a means to human greatness. And then,maybe,we will, as a society of the world be successful and successfully deal with the multitude of problems and negative news we have created for ourselves because WE PLACED MAMMON ON THE TOP. We need to reexamine our PRIORITIES folks! Let's put the HUMAN first! Then all good things shall flow from that spirit of RIGHTEOUSNESS! RIGHT ON!!!
It is my proposal that a study of repressed emotions be institued immediately, in order to understand the human repression methods and how repression or negative emotions not resolved can lead to cortisol release. The key mind/body link is very important to fully understand and appreciate.
Certainly, we live in a dangerous world, with many negative components. However, it seems that humans ARE NOT DOING ANYTHING ABOUT THE NEGATIVE'S INFLUENCE on the human and the human's survival. How many people have too high levels of cortisol which are causing them to die early? Could it be that repression + chemicals in the air, earth, water are causing a recombinant effect, and multiplying the consequences of repressions existence?
So the triade of chemicals, emotional reactions causing negative chemical release, stress overall, and a society which promotes stress-filled existence through lack of an understanding of the sensitive issue of emotion and emotion understanding.
Society may be ingnoring the emotions effect on the human because the system of society is set up in a trickle-down effect. Our goals arre ALL WRONG. Instead of placing MONEY at the epicentre of our universe (which has happened) we need to TURN UPSIDE down this pendulous gravity inducing illness and resort to A TRICKLE UP EFFECT. Remove the gravity of life, put the indidual back on the hierarchy pedestal, make Mammon (Money god) on the bottom as a method, not a means to human greatness. And then,maybe,we will, as a society of the world be successful and successfully deal with the multitude of problems and negative news we have created for ourselves because WE PLACED MAMMON ON THE TOP. We need to reexamine our PRIORITIES folks! Let's put the HUMAN first! Then all good things shall flow from that spirit of RIGHTEOUSNESS! RIGHT ON!!!
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